having a bad day

it started yesterday when i was kinda hurt because of something emily said to me abut not going to my play. it kinda hurt cause i am here working hard to earn money just to see her and a couple of my other friends in the play. i started thinking and i was feeling as if she wasnt really my friends ne more. so i talked to danielle about it and some how emily found out the next day [today] and yelled at me because she said i was talking about her behind her back. i regreted everything i said the night before and i told danielle that but i guess no one believed me and they told emily and now she is mad at me. i tried so hard to work things out with her but she was either ignoring me or curisin at me. it got me to rreally ruin my day but besides that. my mom read the email from my friend kaitlyn about how its wrong that me and her should be friends anymore because of that stupid thing that happened last year and she gave me a speech about how her parents are irresonsible and i still might not be able to see her still. it sucks that you cant see your best friend and it sucks even more when your other best friend is ticked off at you. maybe i should just keep my feelings to my slef because everytime i say something it causes drama. and its not my fault either. emily is someone who will fight no matter wat even if it is her fault lol. she is an awesome friend and i hope we could work things out and everyting will be back to normal but it is hard with her. ou have to bust down a brick wall first before u can finally get to her. another thing is i want to try to be friends with rena again. im also regretting wat i said about her and i am hoping my friend will try to fix the hole we built between our friendship a few years back,. im trying to change and be a better friend then i am because to me it doesnt look like im being a good friend

DOWN WITH RENA!

this girl rena has been an enemy of mine since 6th grade. well heres wats going on this time. shes going out with sean and sean broke up with dom which i think he made a big mistake and started to go out with rena again. rena is annoying two faced slut but i dont think sean even relizes it. she sent dom a message on myspace after she started going out with sean and said tht he thought she was annoying and they werent a good couple anyway. well look whos annoying! rena is. if you dont think calling every freakin 5 minutes isnt annoying i dont know what is. she also hates any girl who sean is friends with and i think that is totally messed up. shes clingy and over controlling and i dont know what he is thinking when going out with her again when he knows shes going to do the same thing to him like she did in 6th grade. i think him and dom were perfect and they need to go back out again but now dom has a new bf and i think they make a good match. but sean can do better. rena is a slut and needs to go burn in hell cause she doesnt deserve to live. i will be singing joy to the world when she dies.

My new school

i havent been on here in a while so im going to fill in on the things that has happened so far. I recently moved to bellport NY which is 7 minutes away from where i origanally lived back about 6 months ago. i now go to bellport middle school and i love it there. the first person i met was ericka in math class. but i already knew someone when i came here and that was elise. ive made tons of new friends since ive been here and i like it better then my old school a lil. i still misss everyone at my old school but i like it here alot. i sit with so many funny people at lunch and they are makayla will kia rosalie neiramen ryan nelson brannon chris kat desiree ian and on fridays our friend caitlyn comes to the cafeteria. we used to sit with this girl named erin but we got into a fight with her and we ditched her and sat at a different table. shes a loser now with hardly ne friends. she thinks that this kid anthony which is will's brother, likes her when he doesnt. i also found out since ive been here that i have like a twin. this girl catie looks exactly like me its kinda scary but shes a grade below me. ive also found out that some guys like me. but the problem is i cant give them a chance because im taken <3 i actually kinda like coming to school everyday cause its so much fun being with my friends. i would never have imagined meeting some awesome people here. we all have so much in common and i love them to death lol. i havent laughed this much in my old school then i do here. on the first day i had met lots of people they are so friendly here. ok i guess thats all i have to really say. pce O<