having a bad day

it started yesterday when i was kinda hurt because of something emily said to me abut not going to my play. it kinda hurt cause i am here working hard to earn money just to see her and a couple of my other friends in the play. i started thinking and i was feeling as if she wasnt really my friends ne more. so i talked to danielle about it and some how emily found out the next day [today] and yelled at me because she said i was talking about her behind her back. i regreted everything i said the night before and i told danielle that but i guess no one believed me and they told emily and now she is mad at me. i tried so hard to work things out with her but she was either ignoring me or curisin at me. it got me to rreally ruin my day but besides that. my mom read the email from my friend kaitlyn about how its wrong that me and her should be friends anymore because of that stupid thing that happened last year and she gave me a speech about how her parents are irresonsible and i still might not be able to see her still. it sucks that you cant see your best friend and it sucks even more when your other best friend is ticked off at you. maybe i should just keep my feelings to my slef because everytime i say something it causes drama. and its not my fault either. emily is someone who will fight no matter wat even if it is her fault lol. she is an awesome friend and i hope we could work things out and everyting will be back to normal but it is hard with her. ou have to bust down a brick wall first before u can finally get to her. another thing is i want to try to be friends with rena again. im also regretting wat i said about her and i am hoping my friend will try to fix the hole we built between our friendship a few years back,. im trying to change and be a better friend then i am because to me it doesnt look like im being a good friend

DOWN WITH RENA!

this girl rena has been an enemy of mine since 6th grade. well heres wats going on this time. shes going out with sean and sean broke up with dom which i think he made a big mistake and started to go out with rena again. rena is annoying two faced slut but i dont think sean even relizes it. she sent dom a message on myspace after she started going out with sean and said tht he thought she was annoying and they werent a good couple anyway. well look whos annoying! rena is. if you dont think calling every freakin 5 minutes isnt annoying i dont know what is. she also hates any girl who sean is friends with and i think that is totally messed up. shes clingy and over controlling and i dont know what he is thinking when going out with her again when he knows shes going to do the same thing to him like she did in 6th grade. i think him and dom were perfect and they need to go back out again but now dom has a new bf and i think they make a good match. but sean can do better. rena is a slut and needs to go burn in hell cause she doesnt deserve to live. i will be singing joy to the world when she dies.

My new school

i havent been on here in a while so im going to fill in on the things that has happened so far. I recently moved to bellport NY which is 7 minutes away from where i origanally lived back about 6 months ago. i now go to bellport middle school and i love it there. the first person i met was ericka in math class. but i already knew someone when i came here and that was elise. ive made tons of new friends since ive been here and i like it better then my old school a lil. i still misss everyone at my old school but i like it here alot. i sit with so many funny people at lunch and they are makayla will kia rosalie neiramen ryan nelson brannon chris kat desiree ian and on fridays our friend caitlyn comes to the cafeteria. we used to sit with this girl named erin but we got into a fight with her and we ditched her and sat at a different table. shes a loser now with hardly ne friends. she thinks that this kid anthony which is will's brother, likes her when he doesnt. i also found out since ive been here that i have like a twin. this girl catie looks exactly like me its kinda scary but shes a grade below me. ive also found out that some guys like me. but the problem is i cant give them a chance because im taken <3 i actually kinda like coming to school everyday cause its so much fun being with my friends. i would never have imagined meeting some awesome people here. we all have so much in common and i love them to death lol. i havent laughed this much in my old school then i do here. on the first day i had met lots of people they are so friendly here. ok i guess thats all i have to really say. pce O<

Out with the Old in with the new

if you know me then you know all about my last bf. we went out for a year, never kissed, acted like friends, and he was shorter then me not to be offensive. I broke his heart back in september. it was about time we broke up. we needed to see who else was out there for us. about a few days after i left him i got together with my friends ex boyfriend mark. kinda akward huh? well i only seen him once and he lives in the next town over. i talk to him all the time we have alot in common and he is definitly my dream guy. i met him over the phone at my friends slumber party. since they used my phone to call him he got my number and he called me everyday and we talked for hours. i got to know him very well and i know he was someone i could trust. my friends didnt like him that much cause they thought that he was a "playa" and that he was going to break my heart. We went out for 2 weeks then broke up cause he didnt feel that he needed a gf at the moment. i was cool with that and i moved on but 2 days after he dumped me he shot his foot with a pistol. i called it karma. we got back together two days after the first breakup and we went out for another 2 weeks until he dumped me agan for another girl who broke him heart a few weeks after cause she wanted to go out with other guys. both times that he broke up with me i was suprisingly fine about it. i wasnt looking for anyone to date for a while cause im only a teenager. im not looking for a husband. Im supposed to see him again and he wants to ask me out in person this time. so im glad to se him. even tho he broke my heart several times, he is definitly the best guy i have ever dated. we are best of friends and i could tell him anything. he is so cute and he always tells me he loves me. unlike my previous boyfriends. he is prince charming and every girl dreams of meeting the perfect guy. no matter how many times we break up he is definitly the best guy i have ever met and we are friends for life <333

I moved

I recently moved to bellport and i started the school here. I sorta like it but i miss oregon alot! Bellport is an intresting school and i already have a group of friends that are just as random as my old group in medford but not as random. i still keep in touch with all my friends at my old school so i still here the gossip. I coaught up with all my classes so i am set for the year. I am going to school with my friend elise who was my best friend back in 6th grade. I have to get up earlier then i usually did. So that kinda stinks. I am getting used to the school and in no time i will be in the same positiion that i was in oregon. where everyone knew me.

Britney Spears:MESSAGE TO ALL THE HATERS!

Brittney Spears was and still is the pop princess of the universe. She has wrote many hit songs heard round the world. She had 4 hit records then her light dimmed. What seemed to be the dark dim in britneys career seemed to have happened after her kiss scandal with Madonna at the grammys ( i think) Thats when paparatzzi started to get hecktick. it seems every magazine rack at stores were flodded with tabloids on britney. She stopped going to the recording studio after her maraige with a man who she known during her child hood which lasted for less then a week. Soon after she married Kevin Fedderline. She had 2 children with him and then divorced him. She had tabloids on how she had her first son sean preston in the front seat with him, his fall from the high chair, his backwards car seat and the trip in new york city. People think she is a bad influence because of the stuff people write about her in the papers. But it doesnt seem that most people step back and relize that she is going through the same challanges most adults face with custody battles and divorce. She might seem that shes a bad mom through the tabloids when she is stirving so hard to get her kids a normal life but she is butting heads with the paparatizzi and photo shoots etc. I personally think that she is not as bad as many of the celebs out there cause #1. she hasnt been arrested for DUY like some celebs as a matter of fact she hasnt been arrested at all. #2. she hasnt done any horrible scandals like make a sex tape or post bad pictures on the internet. She recently preformed on stage at the VMA's where she had a not so good preformance. Well MTV or Vh1 i forgot purposly did that cause she knew that she would mess up and embarass herself. She wore the sequent outfit cause she was forced to. She actully wanted to wear something less revieling. She just got back to the music buisness and is starting to become the star that she was back in 1999 when she first came out. There had been rumors flying that she was fleeing the country. and who could blame her!! The Papratzzi wont leave her alone when she is trying to live a normal life. Sure she goes to Strip clubs. She is in her mid 20s doesnt most 20 year olds go there. She is a freaking human being and i totally agree to what that guy Chris Crocker was saying on his Leave Brittney Alone Video on youtube. If you guys ever read her lyrics you would understand exaclty what she is going through. so stop the hate and back off. I was and still is a fan of brittney.

MmmBop

MMMBOp!! I just totally discovered a 10 year old popular song that like people call legendary and annoying. But i have heard in books and stuff about this song so i decided that it was time to find out what this song is all about. I looked it up on youtube and watched the music video. The guys who sing it look like girls. They are called Hanson. They are still around and i like alot of the music they sing. I really like the MmmBop song even though they cal it annoying. I played it over and over and my mom was totally annoyed by it LOL. Well check it out on youtube search Hanson MmmBop. Its a very random video but i like it!! lol
-Amanda

Burger King! The Commercial

he he this is a video me and my friends made at camp for fun to see more of our crazy videos on my profile www.youtube.com/cheerbunny2007